美文:娃娃和白玫瑰(UP主自译)
娃娃和白玫瑰
我匆忙的走进本地的一家商店以便赶上最后几分钟的圣诞节礼物。我看了看了所有人并且开始抱怨我自己。我将会永远呆在这里,并且有做不完的事情。圣诞节开始变得好像是一种毒品。我有点希望我可以在圣诞节美美的睡上一觉。但是我还是以我能及的最快的速度穿过所有人去到达玩具区。我又一次在嘀咕所有玩具的价格,并且想知道我的孙子孙女们是否甚至会玩它们。就在此刻,我发觉自己正站在玩具娃娃货架之间的通道上。我眼角一瞄,看见了一个大约5岁的小男孩拿着一个很可爱的娃娃。
他一直在抚摸着那个娃娃的头发并且他拿着娃娃的动作是如此的温柔。我几乎要控制不住我自己了。我一直看着那个男孩并且在想,想知道这个娃娃究竟是给谁的。我看到他转向了一个女人然后他叫她姑姑,说:“你真的确定我没有足够的钱么”“你知道你根本没有足够的钱买它”她不耐烦的说。她姑姑告诉那个小男孩不要去任何地方,因为她要买一些其他的东西并且一会就会回来。然后他就离开货架了。那个男孩依然温柔的拿着那个可爱的娃娃。
过了一会我向那个男孩问道这个娃娃是要送给谁的礼物,他说:“这是我妹妹在圣诞节上最想要的娃娃。”她只知道圣诞老人一定会给她带来的。我告诉他也许圣诞老人真的会带给他妹妹这个娃娃的。但是那个男孩说:“不,圣诞老人永远不能到我妹妹去的地方…我,我必须把这个娃娃给妈妈才能带给她。”我问他,他妹妹究竟在哪里。他慢慢的抬起头,看着我,眼里含着泪水,那是我见过最令人悲伤的眼睛了。然后他慢慢的说:“她,她已经和耶稣在一起了,我爸爸说妈妈也要和她一起走。”
我的心脏好像快要停止了一般。然后那个男孩再一次看向了我,说:“我向爸爸说让他告诉妈妈求求她不要走。我告诉爸爸给妈妈说要等我从商店里回来。”然后他问我我是否想要看一看他的照片。我告诉他,是的。他拿出几张照片,都是他在商店前拍的。他说:“我想要妈妈把这个也带走,这样她们就永远不会忘记我了。我很爱,很爱我的妈妈,我不希望她离开我,但是爸爸说她必须要和妹妹在一起。”
我注意到男孩埋低了他的头,并且变得非常安静。趁着他没有看见,我伸手从我的钱包里拿出了一手的零钱,我问那个小男孩:“我们能再数一次这些小不点们么?”他变得有点兴奋了,说:“好啊,这些钱一定会够的。”所以我分了一部分钱在他的手上并且我们开始数。当然对于那个娃娃来说这些钱太多了。他轻轻的对我说:“谢谢你能给我买得起这个娃娃的钱。”然后那个男孩又说道:“我刚刚祈求耶稣能给我足够的钱买这个娃娃然后妈妈就能把这个带给妹妹了。然后他听到了我的祈祷。我还想祈祷让他能给我足够的钱给妈妈买一株白玫瑰,但是我并没有祈祷,然而他还是给了我足够的钱能够买得起娃娃和妈妈的白玫瑰。她特别喜欢白玫瑰。”不久,他姑姑就回来了,我推着我的购物车走了。
在我买完东西后我几乎不能以一种我刚开始购物时的心境想关于那个小男孩的事情。并且我开始回想起一个我几天前在报纸上看到的一则新闻:一个司机酒后驾车发生车祸与另一辆车相撞后杀死了一名小女孩并且使她母亲重伤。这个家庭正在决定是否移除生命维持器。现在我确定这个小男孩属于那个故事。
两天后我在报纸上读到那个家庭已经移除了生命维持系统,那个年轻的女人很快就去世了。我无法忘却那个小男孩并且一直想知道这两个故事是否有联系。那天晚些时候,我控制不住自己,我出去买了几株澳门白玫瑰并且把它们带到了那个年轻女人的葬礼上。在那里,她手里正拿着一株美丽的白玫瑰,一个漂亮的娃娃,以及那些男孩在商店前拍的照片。我哭着离开了那里,他们的生活已经永远的被改变了。那个小男孩对他妹妹和他母亲的爱,是撼动寰宇的。然而只是一瞬间,一个酗酒的司机已经把这个小男孩的生活撕扯成了碎片。
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原文:
The Doll and the White Rose
I hurried into the local department store to grab
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some last minute Chirsmas gifts. I looked at all the people and grumbled
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to myself. I would be in here forever and I just had so much to do. Chirsmas was beginning to become such a drag. I kinda wished that I could just sleep through Chirsmas. But I hurried the best I could through all the people to the toy department. Once again I kind of mumbled
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to myself at the prices of all these toys, and wondered if the grandkids would even play whit
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them. I fou********f in the doll aisle
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. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a little boy about 5 holding a lovely doll.
He kept touching
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her hair and he held her so gently. I could not seem to help myself. I just kept loking over at the little boy and wondered who the doll was for. I watched him turn to a woman and he called his aunt by name and said, "Are you sure I don't have enough money?" She replied a bit impatiently, "You know that you don't have enough money for it." The aunt told the little boy not to go anywhere that she had to go and get some other things and would be back in a few minutes. And then she left the aisle. The boy continued to hold the doll.
After a bit I asked the boy who the doll was for. He said, "It is the doll my sister wanted so badly for Chirsmas. She just knew that Santa would bring it. "I told him that maybe Santa was going to bring it . He said, "No, Santa can't go where my sister is.... I have to give the doll to my Mama to take to her. "I asked him where his siter was. He looked at me with the saddest eyes and said, "She was gone to be with Jesus. My Daddy says that Mamma is going to have to go be with her."
My heart nearly stopped beating. Then the boy looked at me again and said, "I told my Daddy to tell my Mama not to go yet. I told him to tell her to wait till I got back from the store." Then he asked me if i wanted to see his picture. I told him I'd love to. He pulled out some picture he'd had taken at the front of the store. He said, "I want my Mama to take this with her so the dosen't ever forget me. I love my Mama so very much and I wish she dind not have to leave me.But Daddy says she will need to be with my sister."
I saw that the little boy had lowered his head and had grown so qiuet. While he was not looking I reached into my purse and pilled out a handful of bills. I asked the little boy, "Shall we count that miney one more time?" He grew excited and said, "Yes,I just know it has to be enough." So I slipped my money in with his and we began to count it . Of course it was plenty for the doll. He softly said, "Thank you Jesus for giving me enough money." Then the boy said, "I just asked Jesus to give me enough money to buy this doll so Mama can take it with her to give my sister. And he heard my prayer. I wanted to ask him give for enough to buy my Mama a white rose, but I didn't ask him, but he gave me enough to buy the doll and a rose for my Mama. She loves white rose so much. "In a few minutes the aunt came back and I wheeled my cart away.
I could not keep from thinking about the little boy as I finished my shoppong in a ttally different spirit than when I had started. And I kept remembering a story I had seen in the newspaper several days earlier about a drunk driver hitting a car and killing
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a little girl and the Mother was in serious condition. The family was deciding on whether to remove the life support. Now surely this little boy did not belong with that story.
Two days later I read in the paper where the family had disconnected the life support and the young woman had died. I could not forget the little boy and just kept wondering if the two were somehow connected. Later that day, I could not help myself and I went out and bought aome white roses and took them to the funeral home where the yough woman was .And there she was holding a lovely white rose, the beautiful doll, and the picture of the little boy in the store. I left there in tears, thier life changed forever. The love that little boy had for his little sisiter and his mother was overwhel. And in a split
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second a drunk driver had ripped
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the life of that little boy to pieces.
《白玫瑰》摄殓