How do I move on?(我该如何继续走下去？)

Why, why l be fail?
“Doctor! Hurry up, doctor! I can't hold on for long!”
No, it shouldn't. How might lose? How could I lose?
“Doctor!!!”
No reason ah. I obviously go according to the way that guy ah…
“Doctor………”
I did not move a step, until the girl fell in my arms. I want to cry. But I couldn't shed tears.
“ops, isn't this the "evil spirit of the Tower of Babel"?”
I looked up suddenly, "It's you..."