花样年华 1：Shadow of My Childhood 童年的阴影-硕珍

英语：大黑
中文（翻译）：우유ARMY
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SeokJin
21 July Year 12
硕珍
12年7月21日
The entrance door kept opening and closing. I kept staring at it, sitting in the airport writing room. People with suitcases passed by, some wearing sunglasses. The electronic display board continued to change with arrivals, delays, and cancellations. The driver was murmuring with his eyes fixed on his cell phone. “No word from him yet.” I looked down at my watch. It was more than an hour past the time Dad promised.
入口的门不停地开关。我一直盯着它，坐在机场的写作室里。人们提着箱子经过，有些人戴着太阳镜。电子显示板继续随着到达、延误和取消而变化。司机眼睛盯着手机喃喃自语。“还没有他的消息。”我低头看了看手表。比爸爸答应的时间晚了一个多小时。
As long as I could remember, I was always by myself. Dad was busy and Mom was indifferent. They told me to do what I was told and not try anything else. When I disobeyed, they scolded me with silence. I wanted to please my parents.
从我记事起，我就一直是一个人。爸爸很忙，妈妈很冷漠。他们叫我照吩咐去做，别做别的。当我不服从时，他们默默地责骂我。我想让我的父母高兴。
Mom died not so long ago. Dad told me not to cry and didn’t cry himself. I tried to obey him, but it wasn’t easy. He decided to send me to my maternal grandmother’s in the U.S. He didn’t seem very sad about it.
妈妈不久前去世了。爸爸告诉我不要哭，他自己也没哭。我试着服从他，但这并不容易。他决定把我送到我在美国的外祖母家。